Restful Summer?

I think I need a holiday. Will I get one? Probably not. But that's okay.
I remember saying that this summer was to relax and have fun... It's been intense.

Work is good - busy, and hot, but good. I am trying to save up, so I've been working some extra hours.
One of my friend's might have died. We don't know if it's her. Kind of freaking me out a bit. I've known people to have died before, but this just feels different.
I don't know how to pray.
I wasn't super close to this person, but it gives me a glimpse (a very small glimpse) into what it would be like to have someone you love be taken away. And worse - someone that you love, who does not know the LORD. I've never been angry at God before, but today was the first day that I could understand the inclination. Just a glimpse, of course. I am in no way trying to say "I know what it feels like"...I hope you hear my heart.
Anyway...
I am praying for Zimbabwe. Praying for Annie. Praying for the salvation of my friends at work. Praying that I trust in the LORD. Loving Him. Trying to do all I can to love what He loves.
Thanks for you grace with me.